ESMERALDA

WALKING BACKWARDS THROUGH THE COSMIC MIRROR

Replace the mirror with a collection of J. D. Salinger
A fight breaks out and lasts too long
I'm ON IT SO ON IT
Dance the night away behind the fourth wall
Dance dance dance
Dance dance dance
Wake up with rainbow glitter nails.
<3<3



Oh and then the BBQ
which I'm only half awake for...
trying to find my way back home...
I think I'm in Echo Park??
A dark lake... lots of people selling
bootlegs. Crushed inside a bus,
swaying back and forth all the way
home.

FOR JULIE

These aren't in a good order but I got lazy.
Hey, it's free music so stop complaining.

1. USA BOYS - HEALTH
2. In Heat (Javelin Rmx) - HEALTH
3. From Across the Sea - Jeniferever
4. It's OK - Lampshade
5. Humanitarianism - Zeigeist
6. I'm a Pilot - Fanfarlo
7. Switched On - Islands
8. Young Shields - Casiotone for the Painfully Alone
9. Night - Zola Jesus
10. Vermillion Stage 1 - A Cuckoo
11. Agoraphobia - Deerhunter
12. Alike - Efterklang
13. Way Out - Ellen Allien & Apparat
14. Frsh Hex (Feat. Beck) - Tobacco
15. Ecstasy - jj
16. I'm Good, I'm Gone - Lykke Li
17. Libraries - Seabear
18. Imprint After - Toro Y Moi
19. Daniel - Bat For Lashes
20. Dragonfly - My Brightest Diamond
21. Vanilla Vodka - When I Was 12
22. Black Hearts - Audrey
23. Mirrorage - Glasser
24. House Jam - Gang Gang Dance
25. Lemonade - CocoRosie
26. Embrace - Pnau

EDGE OF SANITY

MATT SMITH

or farmboy/whatever.
this whole playing dressup in my room thing is probably
almost over

BACK MASSAGE

I was falling with a girl down a long industrial tunnel filled with pipes, until we landed in a place where we could take the elevator. It was old and rusty, like a service elevator, and I pressed the button for "floor two," hoping it would take me down to where I could see outside. The girl wanted floor seven. The elevator suddenly jolted and I fell over. It was descending with great speed, and as I watched the floor numbers decrease I realized that we had started at a great height. The doors opened up and we were loaded onto a train. There were sparse huddled and somewhat sad people on the train, who suddenly began to panic when the conductor announced over the PA that the train would be letting out. "I'm NOT going outside!" a woman shrieked. "Why?" I asked. I looked out the window. There were beautiful green fields of wild flowers that stretched to the horizon. "What happens if you go outside?" "You die. The Christmas trees kill you." But a fancy looking cafe came into view, with a long line of people stretching out the door. By now we were walking outside. "But why are these people here then?" "They have walked for miles from their homes, they have no where to go and need food." I suddenly saw a new group of people, all wearing shades of orange and yellow. They all lifted their arms up to the sky. "Almost everyone is dead, but look how green the grass is." An infinite sadness gripped my chest and I began to cry. I took a walk through the fields, which I now saw were populated by grazing calves. I began picking the flowers. A mask fell over my eyes and I couldn't see, so I called out for my mother. She answered me, but was far away. I tried running to her voice, but I became unable to stand and began crawling. I felt a calf and I stopped, and she started licking my neck. At first I thought it was delightful, but soon the pressure increased as she stepped on me, her whole weight pressing on my neck. I gasped out in pain, then died.

CRACK BABIES

please ignore horribly racist t-shirt.
we needed a smock.

WHIP MA HAIR

PINE NEEDLE CARPET

BIG ON BEARS

TAKIN' ME HIGHER
I FEEL ALIVE
I FEEL ALIVE


We were needing
some form of
release

Life is a Mystery
Everyone must stand alone

If we sleep together
will you be my friend forever?