^^^DANCE DRONE^^^

MY LIFE MEANS NOTHING

FAILURE OF A HUMAN

SQUERRRL

Spending my Sunday afternoons writing lists of spooky things.

THE ENDING OF A BEGINNING//THE BEGINNING OF AN END

So I've reached 105 pages, and this concludes Part 1 of Arc 2, and I think I'm going to take a break for a little bit. The next part is going to focus on Coco and Leah, and things won't go well for anyone I'm afraid.

GUNSLNER GRRL KAMICHU

Murnau's Tartuffe (1925)

The first floor.
Darkness of night.
But! Descending the first flight of stairs;
like a shadow; at first unrecognizable.

Tartuffe?
It is. He stands.

Only a black shape.
Does he look upwards, slightly?
Because:

Above Tartuffe's door:
A Second door.
Attic door.
Glazed.
Lit from behind.
And there: The shadow of Dorine.

Combing her hair.
Seconds
Then: suddenly: the light
Has it gone out?
It has.
And so!

Tartuffe.
Returning his gaze.
This way.
Slowly. Pale in this
black night.

I WISH THAT FOR ONCE I DID SOMETHING THAT I EVEN WANTED

Oh hey,
one day,
I swear,
I'll do something
I'm not ashamed of.

Forest of fairies,
climb the endless mountain slopes,
die in the blast from the
dead volcano.

VISION//HAUNTED MOUTH

LITTLE PUMPKN PRINCES REMIX

SPACE PROTECTION SQUAD

i wish you were up right now, although knowing you you might be but uhh... yeah im trying not to sleep because im afraid i wont wake up. so i ended up going out tonight after all and i made out with a boy like 10 times and we fell asleep on the lawn and now a bunch of girls have our picture! bah. i made a fool of myself. but i dont regret it although i think i made other sean and his friend daniel san mad cause other other sean was too drunk to go home and we didn't know where he lived. this nice girl helped us find it though. ask me about this... tomorrow. haha! there were THREE seans you would think it was confusing but it made things easier. the guy who owned the house was like "omg do you need help" so i felt so bad but mad he was bad. we called a campus cruise AND and taxi but both left before we could get in them. of course i hook up with the kid who ends up being the DRUNKEST one at the party. oh, so like this girl said "holy shit i have to get a picture of this" because we were curled up together on the lawn and so i waved and she said "oh shit" and ran away and i said "why would she stop. i waved for her picture." and then these jock losers were like "omg dudes going at it BEHIND YOU" haha my roommate is sleep talking WEIRD. but yeah we cleared the dancefloor cause no one wants to see that :c .ive never made out with a boy before but i liked his neck (i think? it was all just this crazy BLUR) oh so yeah i hope other sean isnt mad at me. daniel-san was like "why do i give a shit about this random kid hes gonna puke in my car" but other kid who owned the house gave him a rag to throw up in. other other sean was sleeping on the bench and i asked him if he was cool and he said "i dont want to overstay my welcome." this is the story in its PUREST FORM but i feel kind of bad writing it to you. am i bothering you? other other sean got on the elevator and said "dont leave me!' and i felt bad but i said "they are waiting for me you have to go to bed" and the elevator was SCREECHING because he was holding my hand when the door wanted to close but i said i cant. and it closed and he said "im sorry." he's in my class on monday. this is going to be some hell of a monday am i right??? NOW THE FIRE ALARM IS GOING OFF ARE YOU KIDDING ME

THROW YO HANDS UP//DANCE PARTY

My deepest desire
was to run away.

Walk off into that sunset.

And one day I did.

But now I discover,
truly what it means
to be alone.
Because we change the where,
foolishly hoping it changes
the self.
To be constantly leaving,
Nothing hurts us,
Nothing matters.

To leave all the people who made me happy.

SICK